
Video of the complete performance in the Cherry Esplanade section of the Brooklyn Botanic Garden March 22.



This lovely glass trophy came in the mail last week. I almost didn’t expect it even though I’d been notified of the win. But the Vienna Script Awards operated differently from most awards bodies and film festivals I know by inviting me to submit for free – somehow they had heard of me and my script through the grapevine – and then promptly awarding me their top prize and offering to send me their trophy for free, from Austria nonetheless (some awards bodies will send you a certificate of winning but make the trophy an optional item you pay for yourself, or at least ask you to pay for the shipping yourself.)
So to achieve recognition with absolutely no monetary strings attached from submission to statuette, that is something to note. Thank you, Vienna Script Awards!



But what is “Prelude to a Death”, the script that won the award? This is the first time I mention this project on my blog. But I have been working on this original feature length script – a gothic ghost story unlike anything you have heard before – for a while, and am now ready to shop it around, as they say.
Which has included submitting the work to a handful of festivals / awards groups that accept unproduced screenplays. The response so far has been pretty good. Here is a handful of additional award certificates (if not tangible trophies) “Prelude to a Death” has received (updated):





That feeling when you go out to take photos of the first buds of Spring but then stumble upon the scene of a murder.






The Remains of the Bird. Pigeon most likely.
Most likely devoured by a hawk or falcon. These raptors have adapted rather well to the canyons of the New York Cityscape, feasting on the abundant supply of pigeons.
This wouldn’t be the first time one of them chose our backyard for their dining room. We once woke up to a Cooper’s hawk perched atop our fence just outside our bedroom window, tearing apart his pigeon breakfast.


The official festival run of my first Edgar Allan Poe musical short film adaptation “The Tell-Tale Heart – a musicabre” ended years ago, but lately there have been invitations to screen it again, as in last month at The North Film Festival in NYC and now again at the Beloit Film Festival in Southern Wisconsin, a short drive from Chicago.
The film will screen March 30 at 12pm and April 3 at 5pm. I’ll do a Q&A after the April 3 screening.
Earlier on April 3rd I will be part of a panel discussing horror in film.
My film festival friends John Vamvas and Olga Montes told me they had a great time screening their noir feature Scarpedicimente in Beloit. They also recommended me to the festival, which led to the invitation to screen Tell-Tale there this year.
So if you’re in the area, come join me April 3 in Beloit.



March 1st the Virtual Arts production of the new play “In the Aftermath of Mercy” was broadcast live over the internet. I played the lead role of Nathan Leopold, the infamous killer paroled after 33 years in prison. (Read more about it in this blog post).
I thought the performance would still be available for viewing during the month of March, yet that doesn’t seem to be the case. But I will share some annotated excerpts from the performance below for those of you who missed it.
Below, the cast and director of “In the Aftermath of Mercy”. We had three Zoom rehearsals and one rehearsal in person together in the space that would contain all scenes for the play, with director Joe Leone capturing and broadcasting the performance via his Iphone.
So, very much fly by the seat of your pants theater. The dance music and loud conversations that bled through the walls from nearby rooms in the building were an unexpected factor – but fortunately not audible to the on-line audience even if very much heard by us actors…


The play opens in prison. Nathan Leopold is preparing for his release on parole. Seen and heard only by him, the “ghost” of Richard Loeb, taunts him.
Leopold, out on parole, arrives in his assigned apartment in Puerto Rico. He is told he needs to continue at least six months of therapy with Dr. Clancy.
Leopold meets the widow Gertrude Feldman.
Dr. Hamilton, a therapist newly arrived in Puerto Rico questions whether Leopold has been truly rehabiltated.
Dr. Clancy brings up these concerns during their next session.
Dr. Hamilton replaces Dr. Clancy as Leopold’s assigned therapist. Hamilton is brusk and asks invasive questions. In response Leopold at first clams up. Before Leopold can give any answer, Hamilton simply cuts off the session and walks out.


The other day I was happy to “succumb to the darkness” yet again for a revisit to Robert Eggers’ “Nosferatu”, this time with members of the “Nosferatu” gang, fellow actors in a stage production of “Nosferatu” in which I played the demented Renfield almost twenty years ago.
Tatiana Grey (second from right) organized the reunion. Emily Hartford and Ned Massey joined us.


Here we are in a photo taken in the way back when during our “Nosferatu” stage run. At right is Matt Cody, who was going to join us for the movie reunion, but had to cancel at last minute.
Which meant we were missing our own erstwhile Nosferatu.
Eggers’ movie (and Werner Herzog’s 1979 remake) and our stage adaptation were closely inspired by F. W. Murnau’s 1922 classic silent horror “Nosferatu”, itself a famously copyright flaunting version of Bram Stoker’s “Dracula”. However there are elements in Murnau’s “Nosferatu” classic that distinguish it greatly from Stoker’s “Dracula” – most importantly the elevation of the heroine’s importance to the story. These carried over to the current movie as well as our stage version of “Nosferatu”.
Another Murnau specific element is use of shadow as an extension of the vampire, employed to famous effect in this still. Evocative shadow play is also beautifully employed in Eggers’ film, with Oscar nominated cinematography by Jarin Blashke. Light and shadow, black and white, were important elements of our stage version too.

Or should I say stage versions, as there were several, with the play evolving over several productions. We first performed in Brooklyn’s Grand Army Plaza arch. Yes, you read that right. There is a long vertical room up in the top part of the arch – a windowless space that assisted rather evocatively in setting the mood for a bare bones but imaginative staging of the transcribed original screenplay of Murnau’s silent. Intertitles and scenario descriptions became our play text.

Nathan Leopold 1924
I’ve been cast as Nathan Leopold, the lead character in the new play “In the Aftermath of Mercy”, which Virtual Arts will be broadcasting as a live on-stage* performance on-line on March 1, 2025 via its New Play Festival.
Check out the info and get tickets here.
Tickets are pay what you can, starting at $1 (plus the ticketing site fees).
You can also follow Virtual Arts on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/virtual.arts.prods?igsh=Y2Y4dGJxNWdpZDU5
and Facebook: https://m.facebook.com/VirtualArtsProds/
*The actors will be performing in a studio space together; the performance will be caught on camera and broadcast live over the internet. Much like those old live Playhouse 90 theater performances in the early days of television.
You need to purchase only one ticket for any date that’s listed to get access to all the festival’s shows on Zoom plus recordings for one month after to view any show in case you missed the live performance.
Nathan Leopold is half of the famous murderous duo “Leopold and Loeb”, one of several “Crimes of the Century” that thrilled the nation. This one occurred in 1924 – Leopold and Loeb were wealthy, high society friends – and lovers – who killed 14 year old Bobby Franks for kicks? to prove their intellectual superiority? a folie a deux? Read the Wikipedia entry for an entry into the bizarre details.
The murder and trial fascinated the country and has permeated pop culture ever since (many works of fiction, including the Hitchcock classic “Rope” and the Indie classic “Swoon” are inspired by the Leopold and Loeb case.) The celebrated lawyer Clarence Darrow convinced the jury to spare Leopold and Loeb’s life and sentence them to life in prison.
Loeb was murdered in prison in 1936. Leopold was paroled in 1958 and worked as a medial technician in Puerto Rico.
The play “In the Aftermath of Mercy” is set during the time of Leopold’s parole. It begins on his last day in prison, then moves to Puerto Rico, where Leopold is assigned a psychiatrist who acts more like an adversary. The question of whether Leopold is truly repentant and rehabilitated hovers over every scene. Lingering by Leopold’s side, and visible and audible only to him, is Loeb. Is it Loeb’s ghost, or a reflection of Leopold’s psyche? Two battles of wills are fought, between Leopold and the psychiatrist and between Leopold and Loeb.
Nathan Leopold 1924 mugshot
Nathan Leopold 1958
Virtual Arts asked me to provide them with a short video introduction, which they have been sharing on their Instagram account:



UPDATE: The performance has aired. Watch excerpts HERE.
Last weekend we heard on the radio that an amorphophallus gigas, a “corpse flower”, was blooming in the Brooklyn Botanic Garden.
The BBG acquired the plant in 2018 and this was the first time it was blooming, a flowering that was only going to last two or three days at most.
These plants produce flowers extremely rarely. One can wait between three and twenty years. This one took almost seven years since arriving at the BBG. Its cousin the titan arum last bloomed in 2006, and we are still waiting for a repeat performance.
So yes, it was worth making a special trip to the garden for this unique sight. As you will see, Ed and I were not the only ones who thought so.
Oh, and why is it called the “corpse flower”. We’ll sniff out that sensation too.

But first, for landscape beauty and to build anticipation, some pics of the BBG in winter.




The line of people come to see the corpse flower.

We would be waiting outside in the cold for an hour.


Finally we were let into the green houses, where we waited on line another 10 minutes.


You’re now in the very contemporary art section of the museum…
And we’re back with another installment of my un-winning entries for the New Yorker cartoon caption entries. Well, un-winning according to the contest, but my husband chuckles at them. So that’s a win.
With “Battle for” I have exhausted the Planet of the Apes movie series old and new as a source of title references. I’ll have to think of something else for the next one…

Someone should tell him making jokes about vegetables is punching down.

I’m switching to Rogaine.

It was nice meeting you IRL.
Continue readingWhen we moved to Brooklyn in 1997, the Williamsburg Bank Tower (now officially One Hanson Place, but no one calls it that) was the one tall building, the skyscraper of Brooklyn, a landmark to orient oneself by. It had been for decades, since the late 1920s.
In the last decade it has gotten skyscraper company. Downtown Brooklyn is now practically overrun with buildings as tall and taller than this still proud elder statesman. You can get a bird’s eye view of that here. (You can get another, more ominous view of the Bank Tower here).
This view of the Williamsburg Bank Tower (taken on Atlantic Ave between Nevins and 3rd Aves) seems to represent its new, less exalted condition, no longer so singular in height, peeking around the sleek shiny surface of one of the neighboring upstarts disrespectfully muscling itself into the bank tower’s once pristine sightlines.
As George’s mother says in that classic musical*: “I miss the old view.”
*can you guess which? Answer in the tags.